There are a lot of things that are going on in my life right now. There are many things that are happening and I wonder as I watch and go through these trials what will come out in the end. I am so tired of a lot of things that are happening. It seems as thou there aren’t many things to choose from and these walls are closing in around me. People are leaving my side and I stand hear by myself, but I see someone who is my light of hope I cant tell who it is yet but they seem to be the one for me the hope for me.

All I want is to know who it is but I am blind to the light wait is it one or is it two. I cannot see past this way of light to tell if it is one or two but all I know is there is someone there for me and they are hear for me. Slowly and surely some light fades but the other is still there for me and as I look on I hope it is the love for me. I can not tell at the moment but surely in the future I will be able to see my angle my queen my saviors face all I know is now I feel strong not lost for this ray of light is hear to guide me. There is hope and many more paths to take pleas stay with me for I am in fear of being lost many lights have shone but now they are gone and what I see is you and my life seems brighter, stronger and greater. I hope this stays but how it seems in the past things like this will never last but I hope and I pray for the one day that I may hold you for the sake that I will never lose you to this way of the world.

David