Monday, October 6, 2008

Fear

One of the things I’m scared of is…Getting locked up in a long term facility…Also when someone I love dies It really scares me and when I think about it hurts me in my heart..
How it effects me is by…I really don’t know how to handle it if I get taken out of my house or if I don’t get to live with my mom. And being in a facility with a whole bunch of other girls also I don’t like to be around other girls because there’s a lot of DRAMA and I really don’t like it at all because there’s always a lot of fights and I’m a lover not a fighter…So I just hate being away from my family or an being in a long term facility…
I think these’s things I’m scared of are negative in a way for me because not being able to live with you r real mom its really hard on me and when I feel upset I’m ma at myself for not listening to my mom and I just wanna keep running form my problems. Instead of staying and handling my problems I just wanted to go out and get high…
I think this also can be a positive thing…Because it maybe can help me so I will learn how to listen to someone who already knows what’s going to happened if I don’t listen to her. So I can stop doing drugs and handle my addition…

Conchita

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

in any type of situation you have to make the
best of it.




-shalee

Anonymous said...

well i hope when you went to DT when you did that one thing i hope it woke you up because when i went to Dt for what i did in the program i didn't care.... i still don't i have a letter i want you to read. and that letter is the reason why i don't care. even though they changed the program yestreday i still dont give a



jonathan

Anonymous said...

if your so scared of being locked up do what you got to do so that you dont get locked up.
jesse

Anonymous said...

I totally know what your saying because i got put in rehab and i know how its like to be locked up for so long. 8 month's for me. So i think that if you really wanted to go home and stop doing drugs. Then stop doing drugs and stop doing hanging out with the people who influence you in a negative way.
-Natasha

Anonymous said...

im scared of getting locked up to.