Last night I watched a movie called the happening. It was way weird but good too .All it was about was people killing there self. They think it’s a terrorist attack. All that it started in New York. It turns out to be from the plants. Making them kill their selves with some gas they give off its defense .It was pretty dumb.
*)( ~Ricky~)(*
Friday, October 31, 2008
Program...
Well I guess I’m going to be in the program for along time uh. And all I can do is complain or run but I think
running ani’t worth failing the program so I may just stay and suffer the consequences uh it’s my problem and I
can just be there and get something out of what there trying to teach me but I guess its alright I can hake it im a good person and I can just try my hardest to try to get home… 6 months is along time and that’s my goal to get home and be able to live with my mom or my sister
you know and ya:.
Well ya this whole thing of being a gang member ani’t nothing. I mean, where did it get me you know? I
don’t have any RESPECT from anyone. When everyone sees me the first time they think o she’s a trouble maker.
When they don’t even know me that gets me really mad because I mean they didn’t even give me a chance. They just straight up judged me when I was fist seen by anyone.:
But ya just think before you think of doing something that is going to get you in trouble.
Conchita
Well I guess I’m going to be in the program for along time uh. And all I can do is complain or run but I think
running ani’t worth failing the program so I may just stay and suffer the consequences uh it’s my problem and I
can just be there and get something out of what there trying to teach me but I guess its alright I can hake it im a good person and I can just try my hardest to try to get home… 6 months is along time and that’s my goal to get home and be able to live with my mom or my sister
you know and ya:.
Well ya this whole thing of being a gang member ani’t nothing. I mean, where did it get me you know? I
don’t have any RESPECT from anyone. When everyone sees me the first time they think o she’s a trouble maker.
When they don’t even know me that gets me really mad because I mean they didn’t even give me a chance. They just straight up judged me when I was fist seen by anyone.:
But ya just think before you think of doing something that is going to get you in trouble.
Conchita
I have been thinking about my goals for the future lately. One of the things I want to succeed in is becoming a make-up artist. I think of the steps I have to take to get there and how hard I am willing to work for my dream. If I want it that bad then I will do what it takes to get where I want to be. First, I need to do well in school. The next step is to search for information on getting started in the make-up business. I am going for an interview at the mall this Saturday, (tomorrow) for the make-up brand MAC. I will start by asking questions on how the person got the job, how he likes it, how long he has been in it, and other interesting things that I can possibly learn from it. I can express how much I love doing make-up and how creative I love to get or experience it and that I just enjoy doing it for fun. I would like to get far in the make-up industry and eventually become pro enough to do actors make-up for movies. Maybe I will become someone’s own personal make-up artist and make bank! Another goal I have in mind and I know I can get far in is modeling. I know I have what it takes to be that perfect model their looking for and I will defiantly make it in the big world with the potential I have for the business.
For my third goal, I would love to be an actress. I would star in all kinds of movies. I will train to be one of the best actresses and make a lot of money and have nice houses and cars and donate money to people who need it. I will be a great inspiration to many in the world. I can make a difference. Those are my goals. That is my future.
For my third goal, I would love to be an actress. I would star in all kinds of movies. I will train to be one of the best actresses and make a lot of money and have nice houses and cars and donate money to people who need it. I will be a great inspiration to many in the world. I can make a difference. Those are my goals. That is my future.
Cloning
I think that cloning is ok in certain circumstances. Like if you need to clone a liver or lungs things like that then it’s for a good cause but if it’s not for that then cloning shouldn’t be done. Why do we need to clone things if we really don’t need to. I mean it would be cool to like clone people but how would that really work out in the end. Cloning just needs to be for a good reason.
I think that cloning is ok in certain circumstances. Like if you need to clone a liver or lungs things like that then it’s for a good cause but if it’s not for that then cloning shouldn’t be done. Why do we need to clone things if we really don’t need to. I mean it would be cool to like clone people but how would that really work out in the end. Cloning just needs to be for a good reason.
The first quote explains how there is a very thin line between normality and going crazy. The second quote says we American white people think that we’re better than other foreign countries. Civilization is proper people who do what they are supposed to and are usually successful in life. Savages are rebellious people that don’t usually take good care of themselves hygienically. I think that most people in our current world have a mix of both civilization and savagery. From what I’ve seen in life it’s the criminals and rebellious people that are more savage than man. They have let the beast inside control their decisions and it usually ends up with making very bad decisions. The people who are very proper, do everything their supposed to do, and always act on the things the world would approve of are usually very uptight and mean people. True they are successful but it’s usually at the expense of others. I think that to be truly well rounded you need to be a little of both. You definitely need to be proper and respectful but at the same time you need to let loose every once in a while and let that beast out or else it’ll tear you up from the inside out. Everyone needs to let their hair down every once in a while or else they lose friends, family, and maybe even meaning to their life.
I think that a good leader is someone who is going do what they need to do in order keep everyone safe. I think that a good leader is someone who will make sure that get what every one will need to survive. I think that a good leader will not just boss everyone around. They will listen to all of the people in the group. They should not get mad at people who try to make suggestions, they should listen to them.
I think that a crappy leader is someone who try’s to dictate everybody. I think that a crappy leader is someone that just makes everybody do everything for them. They do not do anything for the group or themselves. A crappy leader will not listen to what the group has to say they will just do what they want when they want.
Stephen
I think that a crappy leader is someone who try’s to dictate everybody. I think that a crappy leader is someone that just makes everybody do everything for them. They do not do anything for the group or themselves. A crappy leader will not listen to what the group has to say they will just do what they want when they want.
Stephen
Money can be evil yes. But you have to have money to live. Buy all the possessions you want but if you get to greedy and want too much it can be a vary bad and controlling thing. You will be a vary mean and greedy man or lady. I f you are smart about it you can have as much money as you want and be the best person in the world. It just depends on what or how you use it. Ok ok! “Money is good and bad just be smart.” “Bye Bye”
~Ricky~
~Ricky~
Summit Soldier
Summit Soldier
There is a reason for the title of this journal. When I say Summit Soldiers I am referring to the students and faculty at Summit. Why are students at Summit High School, Summit Soldiers, because they have been taken from their home or school and came to adapt to an alternative high school and from what I see there are a lot of students here who are trying their hardest to do what they have to do and make the best out of any situation. Why I call the faculty at Summit High, Summit Soldiers is because we students at sometimes like to raise havoc for the teachers and yet the teachers keep their cool even when some go over board. That’s why we are Summit Soldiers.
Jesse
There is a reason for the title of this journal. When I say Summit Soldiers I am referring to the students and faculty at Summit. Why are students at Summit High School, Summit Soldiers, because they have been taken from their home or school and came to adapt to an alternative high school and from what I see there are a lot of students here who are trying their hardest to do what they have to do and make the best out of any situation. Why I call the faculty at Summit High, Summit Soldiers is because we students at sometimes like to raise havoc for the teachers and yet the teachers keep their cool even when some go over board. That’s why we are Summit Soldiers.
Jesse
Goals
Goals
I have set goals for myself that I would like to accomplish in the next five years. I personally think that if goals are written on paper and looked at regularly there is a lot better chance of you accomplishing those goals in which you have set for yourself. Some of the goals that I have laid out for myself are being able to go to prom for my SR. year of high school, within the next five years I would like to be finished with collage and be able to open up my own restaurant called Heaven on Earth, and when all that is accomplished I then would like to start a family and hopefully get married. That’s just a few of the things that I would like to get done in the next five years.
Jesse
I have set goals for myself that I would like to accomplish in the next five years. I personally think that if goals are written on paper and looked at regularly there is a lot better chance of you accomplishing those goals in which you have set for yourself. Some of the goals that I have laid out for myself are being able to go to prom for my SR. year of high school, within the next five years I would like to be finished with collage and be able to open up my own restaurant called Heaven on Earth, and when all that is accomplished I then would like to start a family and hopefully get married. That’s just a few of the things that I would like to get done in the next five years.
Jesse
When I was so mad, I didn’t know what to do…
When I was so mad, I didn’t know what to do…
Well so ever one knows I’m in a program, and I’m with a lot of other people. So there was a new kid and he was another gang member that I hated in the outs, and he new what I used to gang bang. Than when he sees me he was talking a lot of crap. All I could of did was talk crap back or just hit him, but I made a right choice because all I said was,” you can talk but I really don’t care.” So I know I could have made a bad choice but I didn’t and I’m proud of myself. Well so my emotions was upset at first, then I was so mad and than I was killing him with politeness. So I think he was just trying to get on my nerves and it was a good experience. It was really weird because I fight every time when someone says something and I just took it as a challenge.
Conchita
Well so ever one knows I’m in a program, and I’m with a lot of other people. So there was a new kid and he was another gang member that I hated in the outs, and he new what I used to gang bang. Than when he sees me he was talking a lot of crap. All I could of did was talk crap back or just hit him, but I made a right choice because all I said was,” you can talk but I really don’t care.” So I know I could have made a bad choice but I didn’t and I’m proud of myself. Well so my emotions was upset at first, then I was so mad and than I was killing him with politeness. So I think he was just trying to get on my nerves and it was a good experience. It was really weird because I fight every time when someone says something and I just took it as a challenge.
Conchita
I don’t really know much of what to write today in my blog. I guess I could write about a saying I like because it’s so true this is how it goes. “Don’t regret something that happened in the past because at one time you were happy about what was happening.’’ I like that because it is true but I still regret things I did even though I was happy at the time, everybody dose. People do stupid things and they think it was so fun at the time. Like getting high and drinking and just messing around anything. Then in time you think about it, you regret it, and you wished it didn’t happen but it did. You had fun at the time so don’t regret anything. That’s just the way I see it I’ am sure a lot of people think different. But I think I agree with this saying because of past relationships in my life. I will be happy dating a guy having fun and then when bad things happen, we break up I regret everything I did. But I shouldn’t I was happy at that time in life and things happen for a reason. So I just think to myself at least I had the chance to know that person in my life. Then just move on even if it isn’t that easy you just got to try to have a good life and regret nothing.
Ashley
Ashley
Corruption
What is the biggest thing in this world that corrupts people? Is it money? Some people think that money corrupts anyone and everyone but I think it depends on the person. People choose how to live their lives. Either they run it themselves or they let others lead them. You are either a follower or a leader in this world most would say. I think that you must be a mix of both. A good leader is also a good follower. You must listen to yourself but also be able to listen to others. The kind of people that are good leaders and make decisions based on their own personal feelings and the information gathered by others will not be easily moved by money. They will be able to notice if they start to become greedy and will put a stop to it. Well rounded individuals will not be easily persuaded by greed and earthly things.
People who are easily moved by others and by other things of the world will fall into the corruption of money. The people who are selfish or just want things in this world will try hard to get money but from my experience they will most likely lose light of what is really important such as family, friends, education, and even their own personal character. I understand that money is a necessity in this life but there are people in this world who put money and the high life before all of the important things and live a life that is more miserable than it should be. There are people in this world that make happiness and family their focal point instead of money and they are some of the happiest people in this world. The people that only focus on money are mean and cruel. They are that kind of people who will push others down to win. Those kinds of people are not usually happy. Focusing on becoming a good and well rounded person makes life a lot happier and you can still make enough money.
Alex
People who are easily moved by others and by other things of the world will fall into the corruption of money. The people who are selfish or just want things in this world will try hard to get money but from my experience they will most likely lose light of what is really important such as family, friends, education, and even their own personal character. I understand that money is a necessity in this life but there are people in this world who put money and the high life before all of the important things and live a life that is more miserable than it should be. There are people in this world that make happiness and family their focal point instead of money and they are some of the happiest people in this world. The people that only focus on money are mean and cruel. They are that kind of people who will push others down to win. Those kinds of people are not usually happy. Focusing on becoming a good and well rounded person makes life a lot happier and you can still make enough money.
Alex
Monday, October 6, 2008
Scared of dying
I am afraid of one thing only and that is dying because I love life. It’s tight. I don’t know what happens when people die and I don’t want to find out. I guess I am really just scared of the unknown. I guess that I am scared because I don’t know what will happen and it scares me to think of what will happen when I die. Is there a heaven? will I be with my mom? I don’t know and that’s why I am scared.
Stephen
Stephen
Scared to Death
The thing that I am most scared is death. The reason I chose death is because I want to know what is going to happen when I die like is there going to be a after life or what? I just don’t want to leave all the ones that love me and all the ones I love. I also want to know when you die are you going to be born again. This is the thing that I am most scared of. I think that there is going to be a after life but I am not so sure but I really hope that there will be a after life but like I said I do not know what will happen when I die.
Robbie
Robbie
Made up
I made this up at work. I was so bored so don’t laugh too much but here it goes.
I’m so greasy and I so aint free I smell like french-fries cause I work at Wendy’s
Right now im walking home I’m gonna go to sleep I got school tomorrow at 630 o I’m just so good I’m making this @!#$ up as I go cause
I’m so greasy and I so aint free I smell like french-fries cause I work at Wendy’s
Ya I was down below bored so ya and hyper so it was fun.
Ricky
I’m so greasy and I so aint free I smell like french-fries cause I work at Wendy’s
Right now im walking home I’m gonna go to sleep I got school tomorrow at 630 o I’m just so good I’m making this @!#$ up as I go cause
I’m so greasy and I so aint free I smell like french-fries cause I work at Wendy’s
Ya I was down below bored so ya and hyper so it was fun.
Ricky
I Look at Your Picture
I look at your picture
Jesse
I looked at your picture
Over their on my wall
I took one look
And seen it fall
I went to pick it up
And look for you
But it wasn’t there
What was I to do?
Weeks went by
Your face began to fade away
Will I ever get to see your face?
I thought of that today
Remembering a face
So deep in my mind
Why was your picture?
So hard to find
Someone reminded me of you today
I looked at my wall
But your picture wasn’t their
It was gone far away
I guess I can’t always turn around
And expect you to be their
Or so I found
I just wish you where here
For just one more night
I just want someone
To hold me so tight
But now that you’re gone
And so far away
That won’t stop me
From thinking of you today
Jesse
I looked at your picture
Over their on my wall
I took one look
And seen it fall
I went to pick it up
And look for you
But it wasn’t there
What was I to do?
Weeks went by
Your face began to fade away
Will I ever get to see your face?
I thought of that today
Remembering a face
So deep in my mind
Why was your picture?
So hard to find
Someone reminded me of you today
I looked at my wall
But your picture wasn’t their
It was gone far away
I guess I can’t always turn around
And expect you to be their
Or so I found
I just wish you where here
For just one more night
I just want someone
To hold me so tight
But now that you’re gone
And so far away
That won’t stop me
From thinking of you today
Fear
One of the things I’m scared of is…Getting locked up in a long term facility…Also when someone I love dies It really scares me and when I think about it hurts me in my heart..
How it effects me is by…I really don’t know how to handle it if I get taken out of my house or if I don’t get to live with my mom. And being in a facility with a whole bunch of other girls also I don’t like to be around other girls because there’s a lot of DRAMA and I really don’t like it at all because there’s always a lot of fights and I’m a lover not a fighter…So I just hate being away from my family or an being in a long term facility…
I think these’s things I’m scared of are negative in a way for me because not being able to live with you r real mom its really hard on me and when I feel upset I’m ma at myself for not listening to my mom and I just wanna keep running form my problems. Instead of staying and handling my problems I just wanted to go out and get high…
I think this also can be a positive thing…Because it maybe can help me so I will learn how to listen to someone who already knows what’s going to happened if I don’t listen to her. So I can stop doing drugs and handle my addition…
Conchita
How it effects me is by…I really don’t know how to handle it if I get taken out of my house or if I don’t get to live with my mom. And being in a facility with a whole bunch of other girls also I don’t like to be around other girls because there’s a lot of DRAMA and I really don’t like it at all because there’s always a lot of fights and I’m a lover not a fighter…So I just hate being away from my family or an being in a long term facility…
I think these’s things I’m scared of are negative in a way for me because not being able to live with you r real mom its really hard on me and when I feel upset I’m ma at myself for not listening to my mom and I just wanna keep running form my problems. Instead of staying and handling my problems I just wanted to go out and get high…
I think this also can be a positive thing…Because it maybe can help me so I will learn how to listen to someone who already knows what’s going to happened if I don’t listen to her. So I can stop doing drugs and handle my addition…
Conchita
Friday
Today is Friday. I’m going to look for some jobs after school. It fuzzing smells like ass in this flipping class room. Sick. I’m going to kill someone. Well too bad freaks. I win you lose. Win or lose I win no matter what. Dummy! Too bad for you because I’m going to do what I want and you cant stop me. I want to go clubbing right now cause im listening to music. I need to get a lot off my mind. Tonight I am going to try to make it a fun night so I can I have fun. I really need that. Im not planning to have another boyfriend for a long…. Time. Im sick of boys who plays you and lies to you and use you and act like nothing is wrong. Well I don’t deserve some immature fake kid. They need to respect me and be true or they can just go kill them selves. That’s how I feel. If someone breaks my heart then im going to shatter their heart! Hahahahahaaha. Well, that’s all for now folks.
Brit
Brit
Afraid of Bugs
What I am afraid of are bugs. I hate spiders, they are nasty and they just are freaky. I am afraid of a lot of different things like little simple things like insects that applies with the spiders too but I think they just don’t need to be here cause there sick even though they do good for certain things. I am most afraid of death because death is a scary thing like nobody really knows what happens after you die… whenever I get into this conversation I tell myself that when I die I am going to come back as a different person and have a new life because I just don’t want to die and then be gone. That’s what scares me I am afraid of losing all the people who are really close to me and never seeing them again. I am afraid to die and just end my life in this world.
Ashley
Ashley
Knowledge and Wisdom
There is a fine line between knowledge and wisdom. Knowledge you learn from books, people and all sorts of other ways but wisdom you can only learn from personal experiences. Knowledge is important because it helps you do something with your life and communicate with others. Wisdom is important because it helps you get through rough times in your life and you can also help others get through rough spots in their life. Bill gates is a very good example for someone that is knowledgeable and someone that has wisdom is Doug because he has been around for a long time and knows how to relate to people and help them out if they’re going through something tough.
Alex
Alex
Friday, October 3, 2008
Spirit Week
Spirit week was awesome this week. People did some crazy stuff but it was chill. My favorite day was the face paint day. They did some really awesome things to people that day. Brent took over on the face painting and did some really tight things on people it looked tight. But yeah it has been a really cool just chill week. The breakfast that they had was dank, I really enjoyed it. I think it was cool that they made memorize the creed before we could eat. I think that really motivated a lot of people to do it.
Stephen
Stephen
Research
I don’t like it because it is a big risk to some people. Brain research is not the best thing to do to some one if somebody has brain problems. It could kill somebody if they do not know all of there medical history and if they were to hit a bad spot on there brain then it could kill them. I also think that it should be illegal to do this kind of stuff.
Robbie
Robbie
I don't know
I don’t know what to write. So I am going to just bull crap some stuff for like half a page. That will be ez I just have to put a bunch of stupid shit. Like I don’t like how small the damn lines are but oh well. I just write way too big and all that but ya. I am still just bull crapping cause. I don’t know what to write so don’t read this it is a waist of time.
Ricky
Ricky
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