The biggest thing that has been on my mind this week is relationships. I’ve found that if you don’t find a way to control your anger it doesn’t just suck for you. I’m the kind of guy that would never hit a girl and am always trying to be a good guy but sometimes I get really mad and just start yelling for stupid reasons. It’s made my relationship a little shaky lately. I guess I just took the good things for granted and I will not do that again because I almost lost one of the most special people in my life!

Lately all I can think about is how stupid I’ve been and how I need to make a change. I need to be the guy that knows what he wants and won’t take a second of it for granted. In my three years of being in high school I have had personal goals for myself and was doing really good up to this year. I guess I just kind of gave up on myself and stopped trying. Now its time for me to stop slacking and to get my butt into gear.

I need to learn to manage my time a lot better so that I can do my personal things and still make plenty of time for the people who mean the world to me. I’m sure everyone knows who I’m talking about but if you don’t than ill tell you. It’s my girlfriend. In about a week well have been together for six months and for me that is an extremely long time.

She means a lot to me and I am willing to do all it takes to show her how much I love her. We are both on the same page and I finally think that things will go back to normal after about two weeks of just fighting pretty much. No matter what happens I just want her to be happy and I will always be there for her. No matter what we will always at least be best friends. We both have never been as close to anyone else as we are with each other so I think that we’ll come over this stage in life and will end up being even closer to each other than we ever thought possible. I’ve figured out what to do and how to go about things. I’ve learned not to let my anger control me but to let my love for her take control of me. Things will end up for the best and I will always do what’s right for her.